Dear Dad and Mum, 　　 　　The winter is coming. I hate winter, especially the winter in Nan Jing. At Tian Jin, in the winter, every place I went to – Xi’an Avenue, ChengDu Avenue…. caught my memory and the cold there could always be ignored. For here, nothing left, only cold, I really want to find a place to hide myself, or I have to say a place to hide my heart, but that is not a person born in the 80’s could offer. 　　He met with some problems again, I helped him analyze, I told him the advantages and the disadvantages seriously ….. why, why should I act as an “understanding sister”? When I talked to him about this, he could not help himself laughing, then he became more and more devotional as I talked more …. You can’t conceal your age, whether a person is mature or not does not depend on his height, but his brain, and the ability to deal with all kinds of circumstances. You could not protect me just by holding me and calling me “sweet heart”. I am a girl, I need a man to rely on, not on the body, but on the mind, every time when I met with something, can you help me calmly and impersonally? On the contrary, you do not have your own mind, it was me who always help you to analyze the problems. I do not mean that I did not want to help you, but I really hope you grow up because I do not want to be “understanding sister” any more, could anyone tell me why you let me act like that? 　　You know, mum, I was really surprised to find that I act like his mother before him. I became to know how to socialize, I could judge and analyze everything so correctly … but I do not like this type of me, I was not like this before. I always regard myself as a person without definite ideas who need to be protected. I really want to be like that in my relationship with him! 　　For instance, every time I helped him analyze problems clearly and logically, he just nodded his head and said “ you are right!” , while for me, nothing else could I do but gave him a forced smile. 　　Although I often complained about this, I never said something like “ I will break up with you” before. I am really “out of my mind”. My parents are so larruping, never hit me, but watch me silently, watch all my success and failures. 　　 　　Yours, 　　Liu ying 　　 　　 　　--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

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