古来圣贤皆寂寞。穆亦是如此。他并非闲云野鹤的隐者，是因为心中还有着太多的牵绊，终不能超脱。这个淡紫色长发的清雅男子，用春风般的温柔笑容隐去心头所有的伤口，默默的承受着寂寞，那无法习惯，无法征服，想逃避，却又如影随行的寂寞。先生的心里有一个缺口，那是他永恒的伤痛，敬爱的师傅被杀害了，凶手竟是亲爱的撒加哥哥，这叫幼小的他怎么接受？艾俄洛斯哥哥成了叛徒，小艾从此生活在阴影里，大家又纷纷被送去世界各地练习，自己，只有离开。想忘记，偏又有那么多的不舍，那么多的责任。只有成长，在泪水与心酸中成长，直至，调皮捣蛋的孩子成了圣洁、高贵、温柔的穆先生。先生当时只有七岁啊！不过一个孩子，竟要承受如此沉重的命运磨难……失去如父亲般抚养自己长大的师傅,失去最信任的朋友,兄弟,失去他在这个世界上所拥有的一切.眼前所剩下的,只有血,泪,心中的悲怆,以及黑暗中的漫长的等待.先生舍弃了孩子的天真活泼，在孤塔中渡过了他的童年。孤单的，寂寞的，整整13年。13年，多么漫长，漫长到先生的心，已经不再有笑颜。 　　 　　 　　再次见到沙加，已是十二宫之役，幼时的友人已成了真正的战士，相对无语，却又是万语千言，别来无恙？!已是隐隐觉察他的心意，却又无言，圣斗士不需要幸福。需要的，只是守护女神。只是如此。而现实，又一次夺走了先生所有的幸福。 　　 　　 　　"我的职责就是守卫这白羊宫,我不会让任何人通过这里的." 　　 　　 　　面对昔日的朋友与恩师，今日的敌人，先生用悲伤得淌血的心支撑着自己孱弱的坚强,. 将眼中的热泪吞于肚中,向自己一直那样深爱的人发出攻击 .心中的痛，又有谁人知晓。匆匆赶到第六宫，却还是迟了，满庭花雨,已是昭示着结局。沙罗双树园前，先生制止了小艾， 　　 　　"艾欧里亚，你可能还不明白……这正是沙加的心愿……" 　　 　　"沙加……就是释迦呀！" 　　 　　"沙加……死了……" 　　 　　"相信我吧！沙加……" 　　 　　泪，却已是不由自主，知己，就要全心信任，沙加，我们冥府再见。 　　 　　 　　………… 　　 　　 　　"沙加啊，老师他说得对！" 　　 　　"沙加……你留下来的一百零八粒的念珠现在交还给你！" 　　 　　"看！念珠的颜色已经变得这样了。要死的话，应该在一百零八粒念珠全变了颜色之后！" 　　 　　 　　当穆微笑着将念珠递给沙加时，他释然了，这就是圣斗士的宿命，为了守护女神，为了地上的爱和正义而献出生命，这一生，有过你们，就已足够。站在曾经与他一同成长,风雨同舟的故友间, 先生.终于露出了真心的笑容--温柔的, 幸福的，满足的.微笑。他们肩并肩的站在叹息的墙壁之前,一切都仿佛回到了那许久之前，每个人都怀着温暖回忆的童年时代。对着燃尽他们黄金小宇宙制造的阳光,对着命运微笑。 之后, 　　 　　; 　　 　　"来吧！为了地上的爱和正义！！把性命与灵魂完全投入！！现在就燃烧起来吧！黄金的小宇宙！！" 　　 　　 　　"在这个黑暗的世界里……带来一线曙光！！" 　　 　　 　　消失在耀眼的光明里。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 　　 　　 　　流星，坠落了。 　　 　　 　　…………………………… 　　 　　 　　也许，在极乐净土有一片竹林，先生与沙加微笑着，讨论人生无常。。。。。。。。。。远处，依稀传来小艾和米罗的媳闹声，相视而笑，云淡风清。 　　 　　 　　那，就是天堂。 　　 　　 　　 　　后记：说先生并非闲云野鹤的隐者，是指他的心中还有许多的不舍与责任，无法真正的隐居，而对于先生与沙加，认为是高山流水般的知己，只有对方才能读懂自己，于是先生在沙罗双树园时，自是很痛苦了。 　　 　　 　　Ps：不知所谓的文文，偶自己都觉得惭愧。有些语句引用其他大人的文文，在此致歉。 　　 　　 　　 　　附：高山流水 　　 　　 　　　　春秋时代，有个叫俞伯牙的人，精通音律，琴艺高超，是当时著名的琴师。俞伯牙年轻的时候聪颖好学，曾拜高人为师，琴技达到水平，但他总觉得自己还不能出神入化地表现对各种事物的感受。伯牙的老师知道他的想法后，就带他乘船到东海的蓬莱岛上，让他欣赏大自然的景色，倾听大海的波涛声。伯牙举目眺望，只见波浪汹涌，浪花激溅；海鸟翻飞，鸣声入耳；山林树木，郁郁葱葱，如入仙境一般。一种奇妙的感觉油然而生，耳边仿佛咯起了大自然那和谐动听的音乐。他情不自禁地取琴弹奏，音随意转，把大自然的美妙融进了琴声，伯牙体验到一种前所未有的境界。老师告诉他："你已经学了。" 　　 　　 　　　　一夜伯牙乘船游览。面对清风明月，他思绪万千，于是又弹起琴来，琴声悠扬，渐入佳境。忽听岸上有人叫绝。伯牙闻声走出船来，只见一个樵夫站在岸边，他知道此人是知音当即请樵夫上船，兴致勃勃地为他演奏。伯牙弹起赞美高山的曲调，樵夫说道："真好！雄伟而庄重，好像高耸入云的泰山一样！"当他弹奏表现奔腾澎湃的波涛时，樵夫又说："真好！宽广浩荡，好像看见滚滚的流水，无边的大海一般！"伯牙兴奋色了，激动地说："知音！你真是我的知音。"这个樵夫就是钟子期。从此二人成了非常要好的朋友。 　　 　　 　　　　故事出自《列子·汤问》。成语"高山流水"，比喻知己或知音，也比喻音乐优美。 　　 　　 　　　 　　 　　 　　Understanding and Appreciative Friends 　　 　　 　　During the Spring and Autumn Period（770-476B.C.）.there was a man whose name was Yu Boya.Yu boya famous music master at that time, having a good command of the temperament and superb skills in playing the musical instrument.He was bright and eager to learn when he was young.He had formally acknowledged several experts as his teachers,and his skills in playing the musical instrument had already reached a fairly high level.But he still felt that he could not superbly express the various things which had deeply impressed him.Knowing what was in his mind,his teacher took him to the penglai Island,a fabled abode of immortals,on the East China Sea by boat.On the island,his teacher let him enjoy the natural scenarios and listen to the roaring of the great waves.looking into the distance,Boya saw that the waves were turbulent and that the white breakers leapt skywards.Sea birds were circling in the air,and their crying was very pleasant to the ear.Trees were green and intriguing feeling welled up in his mind,as if he had heard the harmonious and charming music of nature.He couldnt help taking his musical instrument and playing it .He followed his inclinations while he was playing,and incorporated the beautiful nature with his music,thus reaching a realm of thought he had never experienced before.Seeing this,the teacher said to hime,You have mastered the art of playing." 　　 　　 　　Once,on the 15th day of the 8th lunar month,he was boating for sight-seeing.The moon was bright and a cool breeze was blowing gently.With myriads of thoughts welling up in his mind,he began to play the musical instrument.The melodious music became more and more beautiful when a man on the bank shouted "bravo!"Hearing the shouting,Boya came out of the boat,and saw a woodcutter standing on the bank.He knew that this man was keenly appreciative of his talents,because he understood his music.He immediately invited the woodcutter to his boat and ,full of zest,he played the musical instrument for him.When Boya played a piece of music eulogizing the high mountains,the woodcutter said,"wonderful!The melody is as magnificent and dignified as Mount Tai which reaches to the sky!"When he played a piece of music depicting the turbulent waves,the woodcutter said,"Wonderful!The melody is as vast and mighty as the great rivers!"Boya was excited,and siad,"Bosom friend!You are really my bosom friend!"That woodcutter was Zhong Ziqi.Since then,they had been very good friends. 　　 　　 　　This story appears in The Works of Lie Zi.From this story,people havederived the set phrase"high mountain and running water" to refer to understanding and appreciative friends.This set phrase is also used to refer to melodious music.

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