Dad Hu, I really feel you are not gone, I feel you are somewhere although I dont know where it is, or how far you are away, sometime I feel it must be very very far, I can never reach, but sometime I feel it must be very close, just beside me since I still can see you so clearly in my mind, actually I have never seen you so clear before, so much memory of you, your face, voice, influence, spirit...... keep getting more and more clear, with so much much thing you left, I can never believe you are really gone, we just can not talk on the phone as before any more, but I believe you can still hear me, not on the phone, but from the Xiang smoke, I believe it can bring my talk to you no matter how far you are. when we got back to Xian last time, Huan Huan got very happy experience since she met so many amazing people there.about two years later, one day, when I asked her if she remember you, she said, "Oh my god, I really got a shock at that time: the grandpa is so nice."after that, I can clearly see she started to love China more and more, you really showed her how nice Chinese people can be. one day, in her history class, one student asked where is the highest mountain of the world, the teacher said its in a country called Tibet(XiZang), she immediately told the teacher: "Sir, its not correct, Tibet is not a country, the fact is Tibet is NOT a country, its a part of China.", I can see how much she care about China now. thank you Dad Hu, thank you for giving her all the happiness, showing her how kind you are, the impact on her, and providing the chance for her to touch the spirit of Chinese people. I know I wont have chance to hear from you on the phone: "how are you doing now, Ar Zhao?", but that voice will repeat in my mind again and again.
take care, wish you happy there.
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