It is almost two months since you passed away, but I didnt know the bad news until yesterday. I wished that you were just a little bit sick, but it turned out that we are separated forever.
I remember well the last time I saw you. It was when I said goodbye to you before I left China. Last summer. I was smiling and even made some jokes when I talked to my parents. But I bursted into tears when you held me in your arms and wouldnt let me go. Ive always been your dearest granddaughter. You brought me up and taught me how to be a good person.
I made a call not long before you were gone. You asked me time after time when I would go back and see you again. I did not pay much attention, and just made an easy promise that I would go back this summer. Did you sense something at that time? Did you miss me so and want to have me near you?
Im so sorry that I was so far away from you when you missed me and needed me. But you know, deep in my heart, Ive always respected you and loved you. Wish you peace in heaven. |
